Grandpa is in ICU now.

My life just got screwed up.

看到沒有，我的報應來了。

I always wished for a better life in the past.When i got my wish,i wished more and more.
The god just got sick of me and he's doing this to me now.

Things arent the same in the past anymore. Now,EVERYTHING SUCKS.
Although last tym we always quarrel,had tiff. But at least we are happy.

I dun mind going back to those past.
I JUST WANT MY LIFE BACK.

I want my grandpa to be around nagging me to eat stuffs;
I want my Grandma yelling ‘潘金蓮' to my grandpa;
I want back my earpiece;
I want back my handphone,I wont 嫌棄你了。
I want back my television;
I want back my that 爛透的Akira DVD player;
I want back my passion in singing.

I want 2008!

Life sucks.
I am dread of it. Everything seemed meaningless to me now.
No more passionate to life. Hopefully the end of it is coming,
不然我真的不知道还能撑多久。

& Ho Soo Choo sucks.
She screwed up my life too.