--我是神秘，不易让人了解的天蝎座。所以我常伪装自己，不易让别人看见最最最真的我。但其实你们看不见，我也几乎看不见我自己了...有人常问我，为什么遇到再大的挫折，我始终一滴泪都没流。是因为我真的那么坚强吗？答案是：NO。是因为我不知道该怎么哭了。在大家面前的我，是坚强的。不轻易流泪--我不是脆弱的类型。但是坚强的外表只是为了掩饰脆弱的内心。

那是不得以的。因为这世界太复杂，只有伪装自己才能保护自己。是我想太多了吗？WHO CARES...我可能在大家面前显得很虚假，但SO WHAT？在偶像剧里，女主角往往那么单纯，往往受伤害的也是女主角。女配角往往非常心机，但胜利的往往都是她们...是不是证明了什么？在这个世界，这个时代没有一点心机是不能生存的。

就像JESSLYN所说的，上了中学之后，更不能'BE MYSELF'。害怕因为你的言行举止，而得罪别人，因为后果不堪设想。大家的背景，你是不知道的。不像小学时，打打闹闹之后说声SORRY就没事了。

说了那么多，只想发泄我和一些可能跟我同在一个困境的人的无奈。另外也想提醒大家，做任何事之前先三思。

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----命运这东西是你不能不信的。人生的反反复复，都是因为命运。


我总觉得这MV很动人。也很真实。这两个人的命运，也抵不过一个大时代的命运。

Today was The CL compo paper!Although the Exam starts at 2.00pm,but we nid to reach school @ 12.30pm for the wadever Science paper~

Well,today started off with eating lunch wif Augustine & Jesslyn...I had CHICKEN RICE~SO fatening!Then Jess say 吃太多鸡会变成鸡的~-.- Is吃鸡会有鸡's Ka Cheng De Size--80inch!Den We went to the Popular(tm) there,It was so damn small! No CD Rama oone!Then i went there wander awhile~Then we went out,i see the fountain very NICE so i take a foto there!

--That was me!

-- that was Jess


finally we take Bus to school...Bus 135~

Then we reached school at 12.37pm leh!We were LATE!At first i tot is nth oone.But i was wrong! We were blocked by the teacher,she dun let us take our test paper leh!So FIERCE!Then Jess said that the teacher is so MAN~So dun like her leh...But in the end, she let us go back to our class & take the test paper~Then when i see my Bio paper,i was so GLAD!I got 12/20 leh -- PASSED!

Then went take CL compo paper~OMG,there hor WOA,i ran alot,ran like mad ar!At first we want go Shh Shh,but it was abt 1.29pm oready,so we nid rush to shhs shh lorhs...then go to hall Gabriel told me that the 电子词典nid haf Chung Cheng Sticker,if dun haf Exam cant use,then I told Jess, then we ran ran ran all the way to the Grand Audi to get the Sticker lor...So tired!-Sweating-

During Exam: 老师说应用文和作文要分开写,要写在对的纸上~然后可能是我刚跑太多,累了,我把文章写在错的纸上了!Then the teacher tell me to change paper lor...I tink BEN oso did that~Then aft Exam,Me Jess & augustine went back to classroom to take our bags...Then we sang in the classroom since there are no ppl~Then we went home lor...Saw Xiao Xin in the bus buts dunno why he Went away after he saw us??

The End~

Addons: Jesslyn told me to listen to the songs that we are singing foe talent time,then i very 乖 ooo...i relly listened!

不知道为什么,总觉得今天的时间非常怪...明明到家已经五点多了,却还觉得今天早放学.可能是因为今天阴阴的,看不出时间吧~

Me & Jess decided to take part in the school's talent time!Wanted to sing 手心/全世界的人都知道/只想爱你...Dunno why i suddenly had the courage to take part in the talent time...But i am in Choir,that's true, but i will feel scared singing in front of so many ppl...Anyway,Good Luck to ME!Heard that Serene will oso be taking part in Her school talent time~Good Luck To Her Too!

Today was the start of my SA1!Eng Compre today man!Jesslyn came to my hse today,early in the morning...Then i accompanied her to buy Macdonalds'...Student meal~Then Jess was asking me how to greet my grandparents...Ah pek/Ah Ma or Uncle/Auntie...

Then we played Com...Searching for songs for the talent time~Then,we finally left hse and headed for school...Actually wanted to go Paya Lebar Station meet Augustine onli,BUTS~ Aft we reached the bus interchange, we realised that how we were!Then,bo bians,nid to take Taxi...Then aft we hailed a taxi,we said we want go 中正总校,then the uncle say he also from our school leh!So surprised!Then the 1st thing that came into my mind is that why an ex-CHung Cheng Main student drive taxi oone!!??It's not despise him lah...Cos i tot Chung Cheng very good oone?Then the uncle talk to us abbt the 中正湖 lor,abt how big it was last tym...Then we reached school,The taxi fare was only $7.00 leh...We were so surprised!Initially we tot that it is going to be abt $10+...

Then,we were too early!But still saw ppl...Heard frm Yuki that we can take back the Chem paper frm Gabriel...But~Gab jus dun return it to me!& hit me leh!So angry!

Then,go hall & take Exam lor...Nth much interesting larhs...Aft that went home wif Jess & Augustine...Then somehow met Edgar, Clarance & Kenneth(the Dua KaCheng & Chee Co Bei!)The had our lunch @ a shop there...I had Bubble Tea & Chicken Burger~

Then sing sing...Go home...OMG!I had lots of bread for dinner leh!Wheat Bread,WholeMeal Bread,Sweet Bread etc...I m so full!

Going to digest liaos~Byes

HI..I m back

Hi,i am back...OMG!Jus had a Bad,relly bad sick!High fever - 38.2c & relly bad sore throat...Relly felt lyk dying...Then somemore the next dae still got Art presentation Leh!So i went to school the nxt day(Wed) for the presentation,the the security guards blocked me amd confronted me whether i was LATE?!!!Then I explained & explained & explained then he tell me go general office...Wadever!The went to general office the back to class...The Art Presenation was jus AWESOME!!!!The teacher gave us 21/24 leh!At first we tot will fail oone...Happy!But i called my dad,he said he too bsy,i nid go home myself!Haiz~

Thurs: Yesterday nth much happened lah...only the Geog Project!Wa lau,we chiong lyk MAD!I skipped breakfast & Lunch for that!The spent abt 3hrs+ doing...Ben kept 埋怨that we dint give him things to do,he felt guilthy when he was slacking|||He was indeed slcking lor...the powerpoint presentation he do hor...It's so long!THeni had to the editing etc...Then after that we wanted to print the presentation slides,the printer printed craps out!The we were late to present...We still nid Ms Lai to 加班to hear pur presentation..So sorry!Although we were very Gan Chong but it was very Fun!!!!

Today: It was so Fun...During the Chinese lesson,the teacher took us to the 中正湖to rite about a scenery...Then Bio lesson...The skipped recess today Becos of Geog Project oso!Used to it liaos~
Then had Music lessons....Not listening at all...We were just talkin,esp黄色话题...Although we were scolded by the teacher...But NvMs

Then the CMP(Malay) lessoN!So much fun!Can learn Malay~The the teacher was talking about what is "Chantek"...The Jonathan dunno the meaning then he say that the defination of "Chantek" is Me!Guess Wad?Chantek in Malay is "PRETTY'!!!!Everyone laughed lyk Siao!!!!I was so shiok!!!!Although i noe he tot tat 'chantek' is some negative comment...But...Hahahx

Then after school,Timed Comprehension & Geog Project....It was fUn doing The Geog Project!Then finally finished doing,We finally handed in the Project!Addons:I said that Augustine is that 'MAN' type of people,while Ben said that Bing Ting is that 'Housewife' type,cos he oways nag nag nag...hahax

Okie...Byes...The weather...Haiz~~~

Hi ppl!!!Today the bazaar that i had been very very Excited had arrived & Ended~~Wow!I'm so glad that i am in the first shift(as in selling things)!Cos The drinks are almost sold out during my shift...Then the 2nd & 3rd shift ppl had almost nth to sell...Then i saw Mrs Lee today...I almost cried!!~~She bought a drink from mi..Althought it was damn hot & Chaotic...but was FUN definitely!

The Signboard:

Then when my duty was over,I was taking a rest,playing around...IT RAINED~~~Than i had to stay in shelters...No games.No SLACKING!!!Then me & Augustine ran in the rain...It was so FUN...Then we walked bare-footed along the roads,play wif the water...Then i wash my shoe too~顺便mah...Then i go and take picture wif my Dicipline Master!!!He's so MAN!!!I like him very much...


Then saw the celebrities toO!I was so happy...Ern got ChengXi,Keely & her BF.Some Campus Superstars,,,ChengXi was so handsome & good!I was leaning on his shoulders while taking photo wif him..He's so Man too!





I had missed the chance to take photo wif Keely cos i went to queue up for the fries...But i met her in the bus...So blessed...Hahax...

Then i went to Simei Eastpoint to collect my repaired handphone...Oh,i missed him very much!!!The him refered to the MingDao picture on the hp...& MY 宝贝Handphone!!!But the ppl erased all my contact datas!!!I nid to ask ppl all over again for the contact no....Cries!

12 Apr'o8...I wont forget...

Videos~

Hi!Some videos lah...






Ming Dao...This MV So Sad!!I cried~YOu wud cry too if eu got watch王子变青蛙...

大结局OF王子变青蛙~~~

Hi~Mei's back in action!!!Woots~This Saturday is our school's Bazaar(Fun Fair)!People who is interested can come!DETAILS:
Venue:Chung Cheng High School(Main),Goodman Rd,Roughly abt Tanjong Katong there...
Time: 10am - 4pm,(you can come & leave @ anytym!)

Then today the starting we've a HISTORY TEST!!!OMG...& i dint revise for it lorhs~I left the 'Inference" part blank actually~~Hope i dont fail...God Bless Me~~~

--Watched a short video clip on POPULATION for Geog todae..Then there was a part that haf a mother breastfeeding her Baby...Woah!The lady's breast damn big sia...0.0

Then had lessons etc etc...But i do SLACKING...Slacking is very fun...Then lastly had Chinese Test...Oso dint study...Haiz...I felt so Bad!!!But at least it's better than the prev ones~

Went for Choir today...We kept singing for about 2hrs++ then Finally ms Yin gave us break...The change for the Choir Com had been announced too~Jus dunno why everyone so HIGH>?!Then went home wif Isabella after that...We sang the 不得不爱|Lawls|..then made sounds when we were 做爱ing...It was jus makin the 'Argh!','Ah' etc sounds...Very loud wor...Felt quite Malu,actually~~~Yes~we're corrupted,So??

Drats~I reached home when it was abt 8.00PM!!!Damn tired siazz...Tmr still had maths test!Dun feel lyk studyin...Slackin~Hahax...

Addons: Miz him,miz my handphone...Spoilt & brought to repair...Gonna getti on Fri!!!Haiz...Btw,very excited for the preparation r the bazaar tmr...Brought cans le mah?

It rained today...Ohhh,so gloomy...

TOday morning almost late for assembly!I was still in the classroom telling Ben some Maths stuff when the *willam tell(dunno whether got spell correctly)...Then we like rush lyk Mad....CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG!Finally got into the my place when the willam tell ends...

PS:Willam tell is a warning bell to inform us to go down for assembly,For who've missed the willam tell...will kanna PINK FORM~

Then,had Eng & History w/o Bei Ni,Cos she sick lah...Then did some last minute work for HOme Econ as there was a practical Exam today!Then when i return back from a quick bite @ the Canteen,I saw Bei Ni!I was so shocked that i screamed when i saw her...So Malu...She was here to take the Home Econ test...

Today the Home Econ test,Mie & Hao Yue did Fried Rice...I did most of the cooking...So Sorry!After we fininshed cooking,the boys,Clarance lead,came to eat our Fried Rice,Then i had only a bit left...DIAOS>.<|||But they dint eat for nth lah...They got praised us too...Made me feel very happy!

Our精心杰作:

Then after the Home Econ,Chem again...Everyone thot today got Chem test...没想到,老师
又放了我们鸽子...Today saw damn lots of weird things during going home..At first,saw a couple kissing...very loong!拥吻到最后 wor!So romantic!Then after that reached my block...Found out that only 1 out of the 3 lifts are available...haiz...Then the lift was lyk so unstable...Creeking sounds etc...& the lifts got a pair of sports shoes,a long pants & a suspicious bag...Scary! Luckily is 有惊无险 lah..

Adons:See before Mas Selamat wearing earrings mah?Hahax...